you dont want to smile and dont want to fake being happy.
but at the same time you dont know exactly whats wrong either.
There isn't way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand
if you could want anything in the world it would to be alone
People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was
At least when you are alone, no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take " I DON'T KNOW " for an answer
you feel the way you do just because
you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able
to be yourself again
but until then, all you can do it is WAITING.
and........................................................
To lose someone i love is to alter my life forever. the pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes.
This hole in my heart is the shape of the one i lost. no one else can fit it
goodnight people, bismillah
