Friday 21 November 2014

The fear of getting attached

There will be a time that we will be afraid of welcoming people into our lives.

We will be scared of letting people in and get attached with them.




The reason is our fear of suffering the pain of letting go.

And the first and the most basic thing that we will thing of doing to protect ouselves is to stay away from the people we are afraid of getting attached



Which is so hard because it is equivalent to avoiding the privilege of becoming happy.
And there is a thing that will worsen it



We will be caught in the middle of choosing which pain to endure, which pain can we stand better
The pain caused by unhappiness and loneliness or the pain that we know, nobody will ever be strong enough to stand against it



The pain of letting go





Move on

Cause i miss you so much bae.

"kan i dah cakap i nak jaga you? "
"Bae, i sayangkan you."

Suara you terngiang ngiang tahu tak. siang malam semua benda yang berkaitan dengan you mesti i akan teringat.

Its hurt and im really suck.

Seems like "krikkrikrikrik" cause you will never know this.

But bae, i'll be waiting for you until you hv someone speacial in yr life means " a wife"

I dah cuba buang semua benda yang ada kaitan dengan you. delete all our conversation nd our piccaa.
but i still cant forget you forget all about "us"
Too hard for me.
 Urghh *sigh*

Crying inside*


Susahnya nak terima kenyataan yang ni semua dah jadi kenangan.

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Kenapa bila
aku mula sayangkan orang, dan orang tu sayangkan aku tapi dia ada kawan baik perempuanlah orang tu macam ni pula lah kenapa selalu macam ni, lepastu ada orang yang sukakan aku tapi aku pulak rasa annoying dengan dia. orang yang aku tak suka boleh pula suka aku. tapi aku nak orang yang aku sayang.


Mungkin.


Ada hikmah. kan Allah dah tulis jalan cerita kita lawa lawa?
Ok saya akan tunggu awak.


i miss you bae

Hijab

She wears hijab but laugh loudly.
sometimes cant control herself w/ her guy friends





always want to be loved by a man 

not properly cover her aurat
 use harsh word when mad

Others may say" what kind of muslimah she is?
" Enough with your judgement because she is just a human being

she makes mistakes
Maybe is it not nice to see her being like that,
But like i said before " She just an ordinary girl that make mistakes"


nd dont forget, in our life people makes mistakes. dont push them with your judgement



-NO WOMEN IN THIS WORLD IS PRETTIER THAN A MUSLIMAH WHO DRESSES TO PLEASE ALLAH . THE BEAUTY IS ON HER FAITH NOT HER FACE -