Allahu 🌸

Perasan tak?

Kadang kadang kita buli diri sendiri

Buli yang macam mana?

Dah tahu sakit tapi tak nak makan ubat

Dah tahu hati tu tengah rindu tapi tak mendoakan

Buli yang paling teruk,

Dah tahu banyak buat dosa, tapi tak taubat.

Allahu  

Still counting the star

Nd i still counting all the stars until you will be mine or someone else.

I am so mad at myself to let you go at first because i dont want to hurt her. 

I feel like i hate myself instead of hating you and i dont know if thats possible

Because i convinced myself i was over you and now i know it was all pretend.

I pretended that i didn't look at you when you didn't notice i was.

I pretended not to be upset when we are going out together

I pretended i didn't care about you

I pretended that i wasn't hurt when you broke my heart

I pretended  i didn't miss you

Now, all these lies have showed me is that i miss you so much more than i had realized

So, goodnight people.

Tired of being sad, 

But, i know, Allah's planner is the best.

Believe in Allah.

and one more, missing someone in your life thats what we call FITRAH.

: Me................................